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If ever one day, as I walk at the sea shore and then finds and empty lamp then rubs it hard, and then, kaboooom, a beautiful genie appears, like christina aguilera. lol, a genie in the bottle. anyway, if its that pretty, I wont rape her, lol, but she is my slave =P

oh well, so much for that, then if she could just give me 1 wish, I wouldnt hesitate to ask this:  I wish to be reborn XD…….. and why is that so? well, too many good things came in my life, and I just regret them all. Like I deny it from having in my own hands. So, I wish to be reborn, to correct the stupid things that I’ve done. No need for such time machine. Its just, I want to reset my life. Everything!! I want to end it all, and have a refreshing start. And really, start myself from the bottom.. I think its too late for everything that happens in me.  I wasnt serious about life before, but when I bumped my head real hard, I just see stars around my head, and, boooom!! its like, Im gonna say "where am I" or "who am I" but I cant. lol, its just, my memory still exist, though some were deleted, mostly good memories remains. I dont intend to remember those bullshits that happened in my life.

well, the point is, I wish I could meet a genie, eventhough its not christina aguilera =P , any genie will do. hahaha… yes, REBORN is what I ask for…. not immortality. But its good though, I still prefer not to choice it =P

stars, suns, universe!! let there be no light. hahaha.. anyway, chao, and have a nice day… well, how about you? what’s your wish in life?

there is a light in my dream, a shine beyond my reach. And as I climb up to the mountain, I noticed it was all a dream. Yeah, a dream where I see an angel flying in the dark clouds of hell.  Will I ever hear your voice again? It was overwhelming, its all over me. I tried to reach her but I cant.  Maybe, some other time, you will hear me scream, as I tell you, you are not my option, you are my everything. In my heart I know where you belong. But as I stare up in the sky, surely I always see, the stars are shining, and the rays that shine me, becomes my strength, temporarily strong, though its kinda risk, because its a double edge type. I pushed my limits, but its never an easy thing.

for now, all I can do is, see the light that shines on me ^___^

well, I just noticed lately!! darn Im getting fat, lol. my weight before is 120 lbs, but now, wtf, its 150 lbs.. oh gesh, when I look at myself in the mirror, the heck, Im turning into a pig. phew!! gesh need to have some early morning exercise, but, lol, just like a pig, a lazy useless pig I become XD. anyway, I need some diet, hahaha, well, in 2 months, I had to return to my old self. darn, I miss myself at my best. Well, who cares now, Im predicting an asteroid to hit planet earth. lol. Im sleepy, the pig will sleep now. hahaha, oh gesh, big big tummy XD chao

well, its just another day for me,
watching fate stay night whole day long
then comes in my mind,
“what have I done to myself”
its like, I’ve wasted myself too much
then I say, its too late, I wish there’s
a time machine, or something like a
magician words to put myself back together again.
Im broken in several pieces, I lost my self-esteem
what have I done? its for you not to know
well, its true, believe me on this one
saving someone means not saving someone else
think about it..!!

so much for, I realized
everything is too late for me
before, Im like, the bone of my sword
now, Im just a rusted sword
that most people says, Im precious
whats good in life?
living my life, is like hell everyday
sometimes, I hate everyone
no twist in my life so far,
I trusted too many people, yet
nothing in return has ever come to me

I do things my way
I do stupid things on most of my way
till I cant find the right path
I’m heading myself to hell =(

*sometimes, I suck in english, but, Im more comfortable with it,
so just bear with it if you’re reading some of my blogs*

its is a place where I dont wanna get away!!
everything is happiness, but sometimes, its also
a nightmare. But lets just say the overall ratings are
what makes me HAPPY!! lol dont argue with it
some say dream is a magical wood in the land of sleep.
cant we dream if we dont sleep? hahaha
anyway, nothing is better in the place where I dream
how about a mix, I dream’d in a dream?
that would be confusing if you wake up, hahaha
anyway, dreams are dreams
things that never really happens in our life ^__^

so freakin boring!! and I cant get the lay-out of my friendster right!! lazy designing things, lol. My previous lay-outs were no longer workin, I donno why. anyway, I wish its DOOMSDAY! hahaha. Earth is so freakin boring, where are the aliens??!! I thought they will conquer earth? right? hahaha.!! like, I wish it would happen, let aliens kill all humans!! yeah!! kill em all!! that would be an exciting experience to treasure, like you are running for your life, then, at the end, you will actually die. hahaha. cant escape death right? no one can, everybody dies anyway. life is short, dont think you are always on top, someday, we all go up and fly!! chill, we all have wings right? when we die, we became angel or a devil itself. And how does it feels like flying? it must be free…. like there’s a happy ending in every scenes of life.

oh nevermind… really bored………. I wanna go to sleep now… peace out, and thou shall not kill!! ^___^