hikari

April 24th, 2008 by bluehoundz

there is a light in my dream, a shine beyond my reach. And as I climb up to the mountain, I noticed it was all a dream. Yeah, a dream where I see an angel flying in the dark clouds of hell.  Will I ever hear your voice again? It was overwhelming, its all over me. I tried to reach her but I cant.  Maybe, some other time, you will hear me scream, as I tell you, you are not my option, you are my everything. In my heart I know where you belong. But as I stare up in the sky, surely I always see, the stars are shining, and the rays that shine me, becomes my strength, temporarily strong, though its kinda risk, because its a double edge type. I pushed my limits, but its never an easy thing.

for now, all I can do is, see the light that shines on me ^___^

a pig, lol

April 23rd, 2008 by bluehoundz

well, I just noticed lately!! darn Im getting fat, lol. my weight before is 120 lbs, but now, wtf, its 150 lbs.. oh gesh, when I look at myself in the mirror, the heck, Im turning into a pig. phew!! gesh need to have some early morning exercise, but, lol, just like a pig, a lazy useless pig I become XD. anyway, I need some diet, hahaha, well, in 2 months, I had to return to my old self. darn, I miss myself at my best. Well, who cares now, Im predicting an asteroid to hit planet earth. lol. Im sleepy, the pig will sleep now. hahaha, oh gesh, big big tummy XD chao

awaken

April 21st, 2008 by bluehoundz

well, its just another day for me,
watching fate stay night whole day long
then comes in my mind,
“what have I done to myself”
its like, I’ve wasted myself too much
then I say, its too late, I wish there’s
a time machine, or something like a
magician words to put myself back together again.
Im broken in several pieces, I lost my self-esteem
what have I done? its for you not to know
well, its true, believe me on this one
saving someone means not saving someone else
think about it..!!

so much for, I realized
everything is too late for me
before, Im like, the bone of my sword
now, Im just a rusted sword
that most people says, Im precious
whats good in life?
living my life, is like hell everyday
sometimes, I hate everyone
no twist in my life so far,
I trusted too many people, yet
nothing in return has ever come to me

I do things my way
I do stupid things on most of my way
till I cant find the right path
I’m heading myself to hell =(

*sometimes, I suck in english, but, Im more comfortable with it,
so just bear with it if you’re reading some of my blogs*

dream

April 17th, 2008 by bluehoundz

its is a place where I dont wanna get away!!
everything is happiness, but sometimes, its also
a nightmare. But lets just say the overall ratings are
what makes me HAPPY!! lol dont argue with it
some say dream is a magical wood in the land of sleep.
cant we dream if we dont sleep? hahaha
anyway, nothing is better in the place where I dream
how about a mix, I dream’d in a dream?
that would be confusing if you wake up, hahaha
anyway, dreams are dreams
things that never really happens in our life ^__^

bored

April 5th, 2008 by bluehoundz

so freakin boring!! and I cant get the lay-out of my friendster right!! lazy designing things, lol. My previous lay-outs were no longer workin, I donno why. anyway, I wish its DOOMSDAY! hahaha. Earth is so freakin boring, where are the aliens??!! I thought they will conquer earth? right? hahaha.!! like, I wish it would happen, let aliens kill all humans!! yeah!! kill em all!! that would be an exciting experience to treasure, like you are running for your life, then, at the end, you will actually die. hahaha. cant escape death right? no one can, everybody dies anyway. life is short, dont think you are always on top, someday, we all go up and fly!! chill, we all have wings right? when we die, we became angel or a devil itself. And how does it feels like flying? it must be free…. like there’s a happy ending in every scenes of life.

oh nevermind… really bored………. I wanna go to sleep now… peace out, and thou shall not kill!! ^___^

home sweet home

March 31st, 2008 by bluehoundz

lol, well, just got home from a vacation, just a few days vacation, and where? uhm, just a nearby city. hahaha, its in mambukal at negros occidental. If you dont know that place? then I would say, you are totaly, stupid. hahaha. uhm,let me say some things about that place, first of all, its not an active volcano, its a tourist spot instead!! what to see in there? oh, let me start the first thing I’ve saw, I did go look around. There’s a pool, and I never took a swim once, lol. There’s a dipping pool, if you dont know that, its some sort of a hot spring, just dont ask why its hot, lol, remember, mambukal is a volcano XD, but its safe to go to a dipping pool, many people got to swim there at that time. I only touch the water, and its freakin hot, but it wouldnt burn your skin down. But there’s an area where its really hot, I forgot whats its called, its some sort of a sulfur bla bla from a volcano. When I got there, its really feakin hot, and you cant touch the water, coz, it might burn ur finger. lol. I only got there for a couple of mins, coz I got dizzy =P.  Oh where are we now, uhm how about I talk about the falls, yes, the main attraction itself, there are 7 falls in total at mambukal, but, its really not safe climbing up from 3rd falls - 7th falls. so, most will just go to the 1st falls and 2nd falls. its sad, they should develop some road for tourist to see natures beauty. oh and that time, it was a bad news for me, and what is that? oh well, it rained!! yeah, and whats the conection of rain? it makes sense, just think about it!!. guards doesnt allow us to climb up the mountain, it might coz land slide. geeeesh, I was so disappointed at that time. anyway, the place itself is huge, I just go around and, walks and walks. lol. I dont have plans in going at pool for a swim yet, I just told to myself, I’ll take a swim next time. specially in the river, its really cold. hahaha. Like, I promise myself, I’ll be back here =P  . I took some boat and roam around the lake.

so much for it, my next destination would at mt.apo, the tallest mountain in ph. hahaha. but, I think its hard. well, I have a friend from davao, he said he’s been there 4 times. it would take 3-5 days to reach the top. Im sure if I can go there yet, so many things to take care first, maybe in the future I’ll go. in the meantime, taking a rest at home, hahaha, theres no place like home.

chao, see yah next time, sory, so bad in story telling, Im suck at it. hahaha. dont complain okey? Im just an ordinary guy, dont expect too much of me =P

nana

March 25th, 2008 by bluehoundz

yeah, I’ve watched the movie today, lol, and its great ^__^

the story? well, if you are to choice between love and pride? what would you pick? I guess, for most person, they would choice love over pride!!? but the movie, uhm, its freakin great, like, I wasnt expecting that to become like that. lol.

dudes, you better watch it ^__^

the movie reflects myself a bit… and really, made me ponder too, and how is that so? some were reality of me XD

and the actress were cute, hahahaha, those two nana ^__^ oh, they were amazing =)

chao, I’m off vacation XD

upcoming movies

March 21st, 2008 by bluehoundz

oh gesh, I cant wait for ironman and doomsday. I’ve seen too much of trailers, and I’m really pissed. lol

and there’s also the popular "L" change the world, where the heck could I see that? its freakin japanese and I hope it will be out in malls. probably wanna go cinema shopping? hahaha. whats that.!!?

I prefer go alone on cinema and not bringing my gf. lol, because I want to concentrate on how the story goes XD

want some good advice? dont go on cinema’s. hahahaha, its a waste of money, time, and everything =P just go rent dvd’s, so if there are storylines that you couldnt understand, you can rewind it, or pause it anytime you want!! =P  and, buying pirated dvd is really EviL!!?? but, I do bought a lot. lol. its cheap, its in great quality, and its disposable!! yeah!! hell yeah!! chill out, see yah later ^__^

war ~,~

March 14th, 2008 by bluehoundz

oh, what the heck, really, its true, war doesnt determine what is right, only who is left!!!!!!

why are so many people better then me???!! its not that I became a meisters or trinities, but I think Im near at it =P

nevermind that , need some power to move on, I got to release the sealed chakra within me ^o^   and dont be afraid, its not the nine tails!! its the legendary no tail!! lol

fight on blue, show em the royal color, but for now, I had enough of these sh1ts, Im sleepy. And needs to recharge my reactor so I could boost up again. chao. see yah later

kimi ga sora datta

March 3rd, 2008 by bluehoundz

by aki misato!!

mayowanaide to ienakatta
todokanai omoi mo aru
samishisugiru egao ga yurete
kizu wo nazotta Lonely good-bye

jounetsu sae itamu yo
eien no no kakera oikakete
kimi ga sora datta, yume datta
moete tokeru hibi wo…

wasurenai omoide ni shite
sono mune wo kazareba ii
Search for my life, mata itsuka aeru ne
toumei na me wo aishiteta yo
ima wa sorezore no michi, susumu "RESTARTING"

wakariaezu ni, oku ni nemuru
kimi no yowasa ya tsurasa e fureteshimatta
oroka na hodo suki datta noni Time is over

dakishimete yo
kokoro ga kiete shimaisou de kowakute
shigamitsuita yoru ni hoshi dake ga
watashitachi wo miteta…

toki no naka, sadame ni makare
mau hane ga negau asu e
Wishin’ for my love, utsukushiku tobu kara
sotto hohoende KISS wo shite
doko ni kieteyuku no? yasashii koe

miagereba, kimi ga sora datta
mau hane ga yume datta yo
Wishin’ for my love, utsushiku tobu kara
kakenuketa ao no jidai wo
wasurenai omoide ni shite
sono mune wo kazareba ii
Search for my life, mata itsuka aeru ne
toumei na hitomi wo aishiteta yo
ima wa sorezore no michi, susumu "RESTARTING"